Trying to stop drinking ,best stretch so far was 4 days. I feel like I have cut back on the amount and I am more aware of how much I am drinking but I keep finding excuses.this past Friday had friends over for pizza ,drank one bottle of red wine. Felt awful the next day,but went out for dinner and had 2 beers and half a bottle of white wine on sat night.well Sunday comes and I am feeling really tired but committed to an Oktoberfest and drank again.i don't know how to not drink around people who drink.i don't want to not socialize,but it always involves alcohol. I do feel so much better when I don't drink. But I also enjoy those first few drinks. I do crave alcohol. Can I be a sometimes drinker?