I just want to get back to a healthy drug free lifestyle and move on to positive things. Everything is starting to look up, and It helps to think about the future and all of the cool positive stuff I'll be able to do. First thing I'm going to do is move out of this apartment into a little house with a big yard for my daughter's to play in. I figured that it would be healthy to move seeing that this place just reminds me of getting high all the time. And I've been very unfair to my daughter's. They deserve better. Haha they deserve a big yard with a swing set and slide. Maybe an organic garden, since we like to eat healthy. I've been falling behind in school because of unexpected "dope sickness". I haven't been out of town in almost 3 years because I was afraid of running out of painkillers while on the road. I can't wait to do all of those things without this crapy drug. Thank you guys, it helps to talk about it. I'm feeling positive tonight