So I'm struggling, what can I say? Still sober, but I unfortunately feel my resolve weakening. I thought things would start getting easier, but they're getting worse. The past 24 hours have pretty much been one long unending craving. I'm just worried because I hear about people still dreaming/fantasizing about getting high months into recovery, and I don't think I could take even a few more days of this crap. I've been trying to distract myself, but I'm thinking about weed THE ENTIRE time, especially so when I'm finished whatever I'm doing. Ugh I hate this. My list of reasons for staying sober seems less convincing each time I look at it. Still hanging in there, even if only by a few threads.