I'm assuming this continues on from your earlier thread?
I think you really need to accept you're not going to feel great for a while livingnow.
We do an immense amount of damage when we drink the way we did, for years. Fortunately we can and do recuperate - but it takes time.
There's no short cuts here. You need a little faith that things will get better, and a little patience while you're waiting
All drinking does is to put off this necessary recuperation.
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