if your hanging by a thread heres my hand ....
please just bear with it for now it would only be worse if a relapsed occured and then youd feel a million times worse
if you just want a vent il listen i dont want you thinking your all on your own D heres (hes great)
im here to listen help in any way i possibly can
hope u feel better soon keep posting it really helps in moments like this
big hugs