Bad day
I'm sitting here, wondering why any of "it" matters anymore. Friends that clearly use me, a husband who doesn't wanna talk as out anything, and is prolly lying right to my face... But I'm too tired to even care. Other friends who lie to themselves, and think they are getting away with lying to me. I'm allowing all of these people to get under my skin and drive me insane-- sober. And I'm not gonna lie, at the moment, I don't wanna be sober. I wanna be buzzed. I wanna drink. But stay sober and it all falls into place...... I'm hanging on by a thread. And I hate it.