Glad to see you are feeling strong! I have to ask - what is elderflower? I have never heard of that!
To be honest, I do not know much about coke -- but it seems to go hand in hand with alcohol from many of the posts and books I've read. I think it's a good idea to give up the drinking as well. Again, I'm not sure the connection but seem to see it a lot.
It is odd, as we think we were acting normal and no one knew we were messed up when it's just the opposite. Glad to see you got "you" back
