hi mpr
I've read your regular updates over the years and cos I feel I know you a little I'm gonna lay it out straight.
I'd take the time to read some other threads mpr.
You'll see guys who stayed sober for 5, 7, 10 15, 20 years or even longer who started drinking again and found things were exactly the same as they used to be - or worse.
If you're bored then it makes sense to me to figure out why you're bored, not to go back to something that will mask that boredom because - lets be honest - that's all that drinking would do, unless you made other changes too.
why not make those other changes, whatever they might be, and leave the drinking out of it?
Go back and read your first posts.
You may or may not be an alcoholic - but whenever someone comes in here looking for alcohol to solve a problem my blood runs cold.
Honestly, I think yours should too.
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