Hi and welcome. Congratulations on 5 days.
IF you’re an alcoholic there is much good reading in these posts on these pages. Try to notice that alcoholism is progressive and never gets better unless we stop the intake.
I’m certainly partial to AA because of the help it’s given me and so many millions of others and I like face to face meetings. In my rural area there are over 200 meetings a week so there are ample examples to be observed. Meetings are a great learning experience for those that need them and no one has to say a word about themselves except perhaps “my name is ***** and I’ll listen” until you may want to say something.
Many exclaim “I’m not that bad.” It’s suggested to add the word YET = Your Eligible Too.
BE WELL