Haha yes Ursula, you read that right.
I've been here for about a week now, and I can't thank you all enough for keeping me sane. Doing small things for me to help me start believing that I'm good enough (mostly throwing myself into my studies, they're actually coming along okay for once!).
I'm still mostly wrapped up in him, but I'm determined to get myself back. I used to be so self-confident... hopefully that hasn't gone completely.
I still feel like... if there was some way to show him how much I hurt, maybe he'd care. How do you combat that? I feel like its probably not a very productive thought process.