that's growth Hopealwayz
mmmm....have you notice ???
There's sum'in about LETTING GO.
It's like a re occuring theme in my walk of life.
One part of me say...hell no, don't do it,
what will you do without it, or her???
You can't go on without it or her,
That's going to change things and that can be fustrating as hell.lol
Like there's a kid inside of me crying
Then there's the other part me that say...You'll be okay.
You deserve to be treated better.
I know it hurts.
I don't need her..that freaken B@#$^%!
Man...this feels wierd, but I still love you ( myself).
And this always happens after a Let go.
SOMETHING AMAZING HAPPENS or shows up
I'm not sure, if it's has always been there and I became aware
but something happens.
Sometimes when I'm crying.
Sometimes after I cried.
Sometimes after I've gone out of my freaken mind.