I'm sorry this is happening to you. I too am trying to leave but not really feeling ready. My AH is not living in the home with me. We will have been married for 2 months on the 21. It has been hell. I allowed myself to be sucked back in after a good week of no contact. I don't know what is going to happen but I am keeping my distance and letting his actions speak not his words. I watching and waiting. One day at a time. I hope things stay good. I'm setting some boundaries and seeing how he handles them. IMO do like me. Keep your distance and watch what he DOES. Only you know when you have had enough. Until then I will be here to support your decision and help you if I can if it goes bad. Getting away and never looking back is probably best for both of us but I can't just give up on my husband quite yet. I half or more than half expect I will get emotionally hurt but it's my choice just like it is yours.
Keep posting and do what is right for you. Big hugs!!!
Mischa.