I think seeing your Dr could be a step forward thisibelieve.
There are a lot more recovery groups than AA too - here's some links to some of the main players, including but not limited to AA:
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...formation.html
I recommend you visit the
Secular Connections forum if you think you may benefit from a non 12 step approach.
The main thing tho - whatever you decide to do - is do something.
For too long my default position was drink...you need to actively work against that and make different decisions.
You can do it
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