Originally Posted by
Mountainmanbob 
something that one may change next time around ??
I had to let go of some old ideas
before I could stay clean and sober
MM
Funnily enough MM, I often think of something you said to me (and others)- about how you remember those horrid long nights doing coke, and how 10 years later, you would never ever go back to that. It makes me realise how icky and disgusting a drug it is.
The last couple of times I did it, I think I felt so ashamed of myself, I literally lost the power of speech. Thats embarrassing in front of people.
I'm done with it, and it feels really good that I know I'm not going to drink and have my defences lowered.