If all of these people that are supposed to love me unconditionally think I am nothing
key words - supposed to.
baby, the people that you most counted upon were not THERE for you - THEY let you down. they are sick....they cannot possibly see how wonderful you are because they do not see wonderful or goodness anywhere, in anyone.
you brought children into this world. they need you. the world needs you your children would always believe that THEY were somehow damaged and unworthy if YOU choose to leave them.