Well, you've come to a good place. Spend some time on this site reading and find your "Class" - Probably the September Class? It's in Newcomer's.
One day at a time as far as sorting your life. That's what all of us have to do. One step forward at a time. First things first - stop drinking. I went to a few AA meetings, but it wasn't for me, either. I don't have any family or friends really either. I spent a lot of time here, there are lots of things to read and post on here.
There's always volunteering. Do you like animals or children? Reading programs, animal rescue, food banks, etc. - always need help. I found it is really good to get out of my own crazy head in order to start to heal.