Hey, do you remember what I posted before about it not being linear? Please remember that, if you are feeling a little down today.
Some days are harder than others in early recovery, it just does that to mess with our heads, I think. It would be so much easier if we knew each new day would be better than the last, but the truth is not that simple.
It will happen though, when suddenly you realize you haven't thought about it all day, that things finally feel totally normal, and that is an amazing feeling.
Good luck Brian!