The Morning After
This morning I awoke and the first thing that hit me was, oh god, what did I do last night, did I argue with my wife, is she speaking to me this morning, how much did I drink. Then it dawns on me, wait a minute I never drank last night, actually I'm sober this morning, I'm going to drive to work with a clear head and not worry with anxiety while driving my vehicle that I might get in to an accident. That I can walk in to work and won't need to hide from anyone so not to speak to them, while I compose myself to face the rest of the day getting sober at work, only to start thinking about drinking again while driving home and hence start it all over again. Today I woke up sober and broke the cycle and I am free. Wooo Hooo