That sounds just like my AH. He can be the sweetest man I have ever met. He babied me as well. Ran be baths, back rubs, tickles, did everything I asked. But.....behind my back is very much a snake. Txt women, porn, drugs, more women. I felt like every time I turned around there was something new. It is killing me to live with someone who lives two lives. Which one is real?? The drugs have made him a complete a hole. I don't trust him at all. All I want is my husband back, but again, was it real ever?
Be kind to yourself.