Scream your head off!!!! I am. I want my divorce so bad I can taste it. I'm lucky and we have no ties once the judge signs off, we have no children together. I'm hoping he just goes away and my lawyer says he will. It's going to be tough for a while financially but I will make it through and so will you. I can already feel my sanity returning. I'm at peace with myself and at home. I'm living for my son and my life and I'm thankful I saw the light before it got so bad it was physical. Your doing the right thing for you and that's all that matters. The life you will enter will be your own. You can make anything you want of it. Make it happy and make it great. I'm with you holding your hand. Give yourself the future YOU want. 50 is the new 30. Take your life back and take back yourself. You deserve it.