Thank you all Lonelynn and Hopeful4.
I don't know what will come out of this and yes, I am scared. It's hard to muster up the courage to face this. I could have taken the easy way out last night and overlooked the situation. But it happened the way it did. And now I have to face the consequences as they are.
Do you think if he truly loved me and wanted to be with me that he would do a test or try to give me proof? At this point, I really feel like a sucker who believed he wanted something different :-(