I have had valleys and mountains but not the void as in the past.
I find it to be a season with no tears only to have them show up again at 60 MPH as I listen to the radio on the highway *LOL*
Sort of a callousness that comes and goes. A joy when the tears come, even if they are tears of sorrow. Can’t put my finger on what brings the return… just know that they do.
Could be as simple as enjoying the simple things of life or a prayer or reading God’s word. A thinking on the smells and sounds of nature. Seeing a baby smile or laugh.
If I can figure it out, I will bottle it and sell it LOL