Oh Venus, I am so sorry to hear what you are going through. For some reason I only just found this thread and was so surprised. I imagined you out there being so happy exploring your new sober life. What a shame you didn't get to enjoy that honeymoon longer before this next battle came along. Other posts have said the words I wish I could say much more eloquently. Sounds like you have a lot of hard decisions and a scary time to go through. I trust you to do what is best for you. I care about you a lot! xoxoxo
To me, you are the person who inspired me to quit weed and helped me gain the strength to face my own battles. To me, you are so strong and wise, a shining example of honest and good and giving. I don't even know how to repay you, I can't really. I try to pass it on because I remember how much you helped me. One of the reason I still come here is remembering how much your comments meant to me and even though I'm "better" now, others are just beginning.