Don't be too hard on yourself. Maybe you needed a reminder of how terrible you feel after you drink. Score one for the little voice in your head. It does help to avoid putting yourself in a place where you might be tempted to drink. My wife wants me to go with her to a local bar next week where a country artist that she likes is playing. I told her I didn't think it was a good idea. I am short of 2 months sober so I feel its a little early to be surrounded by alcohol.