Incredible timing with this post.....I am in that space between light and dark today.
93 days sober, pop goes the enthusiastic beginner feeling great deal and here I am - Ambivalent and lonely.
Kids are grown, wife and I simply are cordial to each other - but nothing really there on either part. Ambivalent.
I recall feeling poorly after drinking. But, for those few hours I was at peace.....
I understand that feeling isn't real - not sure I care. At least it was an escape from.....well,
ambivalence.
Hopeful tomorrow will come soon - the demon rum will not be invited today. We will deal with tomorrow, tomorrow
peace