I've shaken off my guilt and depression from this weekend. I had a nice and hopeful day where I feel I can be happy and free again if I am careful, spend time here, and try to hit a meeting here and there. I want my life back. I don't want to wake up every day and wonder if I drank, if I will feel sad or sick, if I will do it again. I just want to be... even if that means being sad or worried about day to day stuff.
I'll repeat it again... my mantra... there's nothing so bad that drinking won't make it worse.
Just stay away from the first one
Hope you are all having great days and feeling hopeful!
Oh - and my Steelers won!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Grat