It's like I'm yelling into this long tunnel and hearing nothing but my own echo. They're really gone. And I'm suddenly finding myself on the other end, and here's reality, real life, regular, sober people and I'm expected to be a normal, sober person and function normally. Lol. It's like a great big joke life played on me.
No, I'm not feeling sorry for myself one bit. It's just almost unbelievable to me.