I know once I go through the withdrawals again I will never want to go back. I just really really really thought I had it. Its soooo frustrating! The days are going to go by so slow. The good thing is I have a lot to keep me busy since I have been so lazy for the last week or so.
I will get through today fine.. I just remember how awful the first month was before. I think that is what really has me knowing I will never drink again. I am terrified to go through it this time but I will get through it. Thank you all!!