You've come to the right place for support. Moderation never worked for me and now that I'm sober I realize just how EXHAUSTING it has been. I've tried every variation you can possibly think of. Yours is a common tale, many of us have tried and came to the same conclusion. It isn't fair, but we just can't be normal drinkers again. Once you decide to quit for good though, it's extremely freeing.
Welcome!
