Old 09-04-2014, 03:16 AM
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drunkinnumber2
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Originally Posted by FeenixxRising View Post
I found it tough to admit. Intellectually, I knew I had a serious problem, but deep down inside a part of me still believed I could figure out a way to control my drinking and not suffer any consequences.

Unfortunately, after literately hundreds of attempts and hundreds of failures, I realized it was impossible for me to just have a few drinks. I finally just gave in and said enough. I accepted that drinking was no longer an option. However, I don't label myself, rather I just see myself a person who no longer drinks.
I don't speak for you of course, but for me it's a pride thing, i left home at 14, i've never needed anyone for anything. I have been strong, i have succeeded and created a very successful life for myself where classmates who has mummy and daddy and went to uni haven't... i can do anything i set my mind to....
... except stop drinking before i black out

its hard to believe i little bottle can wield such power, huh? x
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