I cant do this anymore
My son is in jail yet again for another dilute drug test in drug court. I cannot keep up with all of the running around we have to do. His dad took his car and I'm trying to work full time and am driving myself crazy trying to make sure he gets where he needs to be. He is going to be 18 in a week. He is still in high school but is no way going to graduate which will depress him even further. I don't understand why he is so sad and down all of the time. He moves super slow and is just plain lazy. It makes me nuts. He says he is tired all day and feels like a zombie and wakes up at night. I am thinking he has a mental problem but trying to get that checked out is a JOKE. Meds meds and more meds that make things worse. I can't even focus anymore. All I think about is bad thoughts I just see this all getting so much worse. I have such a sick feeling in my gut that my son won't make it to 21. Any advice?