I'm just know willing to admit that I am... Not ready to tell everyone around me because I feel like they would give me "the look". If that makes any since.
I had a DUI last year and counseling. He told me it would not get any better but I wanted to try and moderate. Well guess what. It has only progressed. The amount, the behavior, the foolishness, the loss of relationships. I can't stand it anymore so it's time that I have to face up to the fact that I am an alcoholic. Feels weird even typing it.