Hi my friend!
Sorry you are having a bad day! Remember it's a two steps forward...one step back sort of thing? So hang on....tomorrow should be a better day. Praying for you that it is opio.
Looks like you have some important things to discuss with your Doctor. He should listen and explain things.....but I know it's rare to have a doctor spend more than 5 mins. with you. Hope it goes well for you.