Thank you guys. Guess I'm just feeling sorry for myself today, so I apologize. Really trying to stay positive and focused.
Yes, awuh1, your gut instinct is correct. I have been diagnosed with major depressive disorder and severe anxiety which is why I chose to self-medicate. I do have a great doc and therapist, so as part of that program, I am supposed to leave my house at least once a day...to desensitize my fears.
Thanks for your support...