Today makes 5 days. Still fighting through a fog of depression...but it's not the soul crushing stay in bed and weep depression from day 1 and 2.
Actually got out met my GF and went to a friends birthday yesterday. Good food at a restaurant...Meat lovers pizza...YES my appetite is back.
Afterwards we went out to the movies...saw Guardians of the Galaxy.
Sitting there at the movie...a old familiar emotion came back for a little while. Happiness?...fun?...This movie and night was FUN!
I'm back feeling a bit down today...but still I actually laughed a few times during the movie. I'd highly recommend it!
Stay moving forward everyone. I have a long way to go to get back to where I was...But 5 days sober is a BEGINNING.
Stay safe and sober friends. And Go to the movies!