I will post tomorrow...morning, afternoon or evening. I'm not sure yet. I do know that I'll be posting often.
I've spent so many beautiful days either tired, throwing up, or just thinking about how long until the next drink. I've repelled people from me - lost potential friendships. I've lost so many things. I deserve so much more than I've given myself.
Tonight I saw a double rainbow with lightning shooting through it. I don't usually believe in omens, but this felt like one.
Reminded me of this guy.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQSNhk5ICTI