Looking forward to tomorrow
I've set tomorrow as my sobriety date. I can't imagine life sober now, but I'm looking forward to being a better person, a better friend, and maybe someday somebody's lover.
It all seems so far away from me right now, but I have a supportive friend and I have he people on this forum.
My friend (who's trying his very best to help me) was very upset the other day. Two of is childhood friends have gone so far down the path of alcoholism that they can't eat and they spit up blood practically every day. He warned me not to go down that path.
I can't picture myself ever being happy without alcohol...but I can't picture myself spitting up blood either. I know it could happen though.
Either way, I'm looking forward to becoming part of the class of September 2014.