SC, I had to get it out of my system too. It took over 35 years, but it's out of my system now.
I truly envy you and those of your age group who recognize this at such an early age.
Don't end up like someone saying I wish I could go back and do it over again never having to deal with all of the heartache and consequences of drinking - like an alcoholic.
You are wise enough to recognize this as an issue. Take the next step.