Thank you ALL so much for the hugs, love, encouragement. This truly is an amazing forum, and to get the support from all of you who know this disease really lifts me up.
We had the funeral today-it was beautiful-a fitting tribute to a beautiful lady, inside and out. I choose to block out the bad times over the last 5years and remember her as I knew she was- kind, selfless, loving and devoted mother and wife.
Now a new chapter of my life begins, with my wife shining brightly through my kids. We'll be ok.