That makes me smile down to my toes, Lisa, how wonderful! You understand now that getting sober can be an event, not a process. One moment you could not see your life without alcohol, and the next you have committed to do it, all of it, whatever that might be, without alcohol.
You are engaged in a most amazing act, you are creating a new life for yourself, Lisa. You are magic, and you are badass for making that decision to never drink again no matter what. You are free! Onward!