Originally Posted by
prettyblond 
I hope someday he can respect me enough and clean up again to apologize but I don't know. I do hope he gets help if I'm right. I hate thinking of him wasting it all for this.
Run, don't walk and block his calls. Junkies and alcoholics in active addiction cannot be trusted. They lie to everyone including themselves - constantly. Most of the time, they may even believe what they tell you!
Sorry to be the bearer of bad news.
Pray for him, but move on - quickly. You survived another abusive relationship and have only known this guy for a few months.
You will get a lot of advice on here - some good, some bad. Not saying mine is either - that is up to you.
BUT - be true to yourself!
peace