nicotine...terrible affliction. I always got a chuckle out of all the people at meetings fixin up. theres obviously a similar receptor situation going on. dopamine I think. I quit drinking and using polypharm 6 months ago. figured dropping the smokes was just too much to ask, in my raw state.
here I am. six months. solid. scared to death of dealing with nicotine withdrawl. MEANESS, IRRITABILITY. I get angry just thinking about it. I will have to face it. preferably before it ruins my lungs. it really would suck to put in all the effort to get sober, just to have to carry an o2 tank because I couldn't face up to one last addiction.