I think most of us fear we've gone too far to ever be well again or live a long life...but in the *vast* majority of cases that's simply not true - it will take some time, but I'm confident you'll be ok too TDG
Smack that stuff down...it's just plain old fashioned fear..the same kind we used for years as a reason to drink. We don't need that reason anymore.
Hope the results won't freak you out too much - remember, you're doing everything right now - that's the very best way to tackle this
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