Long time Lurker
I have been separated from my AH for almost a year. Slowly trying to detach and move forward.
This weekend I made a big error and not sure how to recover.
My car wouldn't turn on and in a panic I called him. He came over and guess what it started just fine.
Now I can't get him to leave and i'm scared I opened the flood gates for him. He goes to work and then comes over and tries to be on his best behavior.
I still feel alone in his company. I feel bad telling him not to come over. When I called him he was so nice and told me he will do whatever he can do to help. (who is this man?)
My AH does drugs as a well and sometimes forgets he is even here or our conversation. What a winner I have!
Any suggestions on how to move forward?