I agree that recovery is about honesty with yourself and I see the willingness, openness and honesty in your tenor. I too have voices, all the time. I have learned through training that I am not my thoughts or the voices in my head. Meditation helps for me.
Your doing great. Early sobriety is about all the chemicals adjusting in our bodies and our minds. The ups and downs. Keep with it because when you get to the other side your going to look back and say it was definitely all worth it!