Originally Posted by
Foolsgold186 I'm 60 days sober today.
61 days ago I was in the deepest pit of despair. I used drink to feel nothing because I hated who I was, what I'd become. I lost years of my life to alcohol and now at the young (ahem) age of 34 I feel like it's starting over. I've got another chance at my life. How cool is that? To get that chance?
It's hard work, I'm still angry, up and down a lot, I struggle dealing with any type of emotion but I'm trying to embrace them and ride them out. Liking myself is a toughie but a work in progress.
I'm trying to show me the love I would show to another person.
I just want to grab life by the b*lls.
Hang in if your struggling. You can do it.
One day at a time.
L x
we all can do this! Thanks! Drinking, smoking, getting intoxicated is never the way to like or love yourself!! You will never get to the real issue!