welcome. what are you thinking? -probably that theres some joy left in it.
is life TRULY better with or without the drank? this is a deceptive question for those of us with the problem. it took me some serious soul searching to answer it. I had a real hard time being honest with myself. I reached the conclusion (stress "I") that I was better without.
it all changed right then. I still put a little effort in, but its not the same now. once quit for a couple months the evidence that I had reached the correct conclusion was overwhelming.