Originally Posted by
Serenity85 
I feel so weak. I am so mad at myself. My kids deserve better than this.
These are very normal feelings in very early sobriety. You're still in the fog of alcohol at the moment. It was take some time for your head to clear but a lot of the guilt will dissipate. Some of it may last for a while but it gets better. You can't change what's done, you know what. But you can decide to never do it again.