guilty
I can't shake the guilt I feel. I feel guilty for being like this. I feel guilty for being this kind of mother to my kids. Today has been draining. I worked today. So I got up and left my kids. i always get intense anxiety when I say I am going to quit drinking because fear if failure. So I had anxiety about leaving my kids as I missed them and wanted them close today. Today was emotionally draining. I came home and immediately hugged my babies. But from being so exhausted, I am now retreated to bathtub while my kids play outside because I need to retreat. Again, the guilt is starting to taking over because I feel I should be with them. I am just a bag of guilt. Can someone please help me? Give me advice. Does the guilt go away?