Originally Posted by
Nenya 
Maybe Im naive.
Yeah, but then we're all naive before we go through something, and by the time we've gone through it we don't need to go through it again :=] Give yourself a break, please. It will make sense sometime soon.
Maybe you're going through a 'shock' period, ya know, when something major happens and things don't make any kind of sense for a few days. Whatever you decide to do, be kind to yourself :=]